Dreams

Since Greg hasn't slept over I've been having very vivid dreams, which I love having. ONe was about zombies but they weren't your usual gross and "ahhhhggg brains" zombies, they were just 'infected' people. And I loved one of them lol. They were to go kill him and I ran saying, "No plaese dont! I can't be without him! He's not like the rest" typical eh?

Last night I had a really cool one. Sci-Fi and relatable, which is my spicalty. It was about this guy, we'll call him Christopher. He saw his older brother kill a man and his friends helped him hide the body. Shaken up by the sighting, he confronted his brother. Chris seems to be a do gooder and has enough guts to stick up for the right thing. So he pretty much tell his brother he's going to testify against him if it came down to it. He sees his brother as a murderours evil guy and for the rest of the week in High school, the brother and his friends stalk him to make him scared.

Chris has a friend, she nerdy but he's known her for a while, grew up together kinda thing. She sees whats going on and hears Chris talk about saying things like, "I wish I could disappear and not be seen by them for a while until the time comes to testiy"

This is wear it gets science-y. She and her other nerdy friends have created a thing called "Focus" and you use a cd, pop it in a computer and you walk thru the screen. (Yes, through the computer screen) and your in the same place BUT your in "Focus". You are not seen by people that you dont wanna be seen by, but everything is normal but a little more tinted. So Chris enters "Focus" and starts to mess around with his brothers friends. He decides with the girl to uncover the body and bring it to the police.

When shit hits the fan, Chris's brothers friends find out about "Focus" and try and find a way in to get Chris. Chris scratches the cd he used so that they cant access it, but its too late, they've gotten in Focus and Chris and his chick friend (we'll say her name is Mandy, she looked like a Mandy) are trying to trap them within Focus to reverse the system so that the friends will remain unseen forever. They'll pretty much be ghosts to people on the outside.

Anyways, I woke up and couldn't get back to sleep :(

Bad Gossip and Achy Breaky Hearts

I somewhat have fallen off the wagon of writing. I've been busy watching Dexter season 5 and trying to workout in order to maintain my shape. Season 5 of Dexter was intense, but it didn't get intense until the forth episode? It always ends the same too. Season finale, Dexter finds the main killer of the story who the police are also looking for and someone close to him gets taken by that killer. Dexter is so bad ass that I don't even sweat anymore when hes in a dire situation. I know for a fact he's going to do something bad ass and kill that killer! Lol.

Working been tough, I've tried to remain hopefully but there was one girl that really bugged me. She had no objections to the one year contract and wanted to take it home to show her husband, so that he could pay for it. Then doesn't show up the next day when she said she was going to be there to pay and get started. Says she has bad memory and forgot she was having dinner with the husbands parents. Mmm. Then when I see her the day after that, she says it's the money. So I knock down the price and again, has no objections with it. When I tell her, "Hey, go on the bike and warm up, I'll give you a free session since you don't know how to use the weight machines!" So I leave, talk to the second in command, go back out to give her the session and she backs down! Says that she just wants to do it on her own. I'm like, but its free! I'm giving you a free session....with a trainer... Like what the hell? I had my hopes up! Thinking she was going to sign since she was the one who had come to front desk asking for it. And it's not like I gave her a whole lot of time to think about the free session. But I guess five minutes was all it took.

Anyways. There was some gossip I overheard as well. About how we should be there all the time and do this and that. The thing is, we ant getting paid like front desk. We don't get paid hourly and I'd rather train my clients where I know I'm getting paid, then do a php where I might get a sale. When I do have free time, it during slow hours and I've pretty much talked to every one there about personal training. I'm the one there most often, I help front desk and even made calls (their job) and booked in appointments. Ahg.

I think I pulled my chest muscle. I hurts when I move :(

I am back to writing though. I've been watching sex and the city with Jen and since Carries a writing and all, it's kind of amped me up. I have to re write this whole scene between Chase and Keira which is turning out better than I thought. I'm trying to read "The Road" but it's sooooo hard! So much description and nothing actually happening. Ahggg. Well I got work to do!!

It's Focus Time

I got SUPER FREAK. It's delicious and it helps with working out and focus. Therefore, I'll be drinking that when I go to edit/write and workout in between brain farts. Work going going going going. It's funny because when I get bored at home, I go to work. So strange lol.

Me and Greg had a fight last night. Dumdum dum. It was silly though, I took away his candy since he wasn't getting any homework done and he threw a fit! He then didn't txt me at all! So we fought today and I hung up on him cuz he was getting all mad. After I shut off my phone he facebooked me saying sorry lol. WELL. he came over and we talked, cuz thats how we roll. I couldn't write, I was so mad.

Tonight I'll going to Jen's but I dont have to wake up so early tomorrow so maybe I'll write/edit.

I'm at work now....maybe I should get back to it :P

CRUMMY weather

Weather been shit. I haven't been on here in a bit since nothing toooo crazy is going on. Goodlife is awesome, instead of telling you that your stats suck and your slacking, they encourage you and pump you up to try and improve.

Heard a secret. Actually was told one. And apparently I am terrible at keeping it. ONLY since it's ultra juicy. I would say it on here, BUT my friend that reads this blogs *cough cough* knows them. If I mention it here, my friend would know for sure who I'm talking about and I would rather tell her the secret in person. I think she needs to knows. Anywayssssss

I haven't been editing since my client Olivia has sent me off to read GOOD books. To step out of the box. I read "Margaux with an X" which is a very WELL WRITTEN book. It's not too long and it really well done. I really enjoyed it. Next up is "The Road" and man, it's hard to read. Its style is off the charts so it's hard to follow and hard to get into. Reminds me of a time when I read Wuthering Heights.

I started watching Veronica Mars first season as well, so I've been distracted by that. It was a goooood season. But I don't know anyone with the one seasons so I'm just going to google season two and read what happens. I liked the romance with Logan :) sooo cute.

I'm going to a fashion show/fundraiser for charity tonight with my cuzin and Grandma. Should be fun. :D

New Edits. Fitness Competition(First and Third Place!) And BOOKS

First off, Editing is going slow.... yea... I've been reading book to improve on my grammar such as: How NOT to write a novel. lol. And Grammar girl's quick and dirty tricks. So it's been a learning experience.

Today was the Figure/Fitness/Bikini Open (OPA) And my friends Lisa and Dee both competed (Lisa was in bikini and Dee was in Figure) Dee got 1st in her division and Lisa got 3rd! Which are both awesome places since it was their first time going to one. It was pretty cool, got free stuff and after watching is all I just wanted to go to the gym and workout lol. The bodybuilding for Womens, some girl (I'm assuming it was her first time) nearly collapsed. It's tough to pose and hold hold hold (SMILE) hold hold. Okay relax.

Recently I've been playing Mystical Ninja for N64. When I was young and had played this, it was a sick game. Yet, I never knew the story line. So playing it now, yea, the story line sucks. The gameplay is fun and figuring everything out is cool too BUT the antagonist suck and are stupid, but I am playing a kids game. :)

So if you guys are bored search this:

The Incredible Survival Story Of Ross Capicchioni

And find the video. REALLY COOL STORY. Ross's friend shot and robbed him, leaving him for dead. It was a friend he had known for YEARS. So it's his story on kind of what happened and how he was able to survive. Anyways, it's late and I gotta teach at 9am tomorrow morning. Ahhhh. Then all day to EDIT (Hopefully)

Rawr TIGERS

Tiger's game today. (Detroit Tigers) please don't stalk me. Today was the PT launch and MY name was on the board. BOO YAA. Top Ten Personal Trainers DPA (dollar per agreement) Feels good. Strange thing though....

I went to the washroom and Ashley from Dev was in there. I start talking to her about crossfit training and such. So we walk out together and head back to the conference room. The FT of Dev (And now Tec.) walks by and says "............." something. Note: I've never spoken to him. I didn't say anything back and I just walked by without giving him my attention. (Side note: he's bad news bears) But the fact is that he said something...

Stateside Adventure

We went over to the States! Went to GNC. I swear we were the only white people in the malllllll. Is that bad to say? lol. I had to peee so I go into the washrooms there and they're half stalls. Weird.... And the door didn't lock AND there was a hole so you could see directly into my stall. So I didn't go. lol.

Top news today: I've lost a friend on facebook, she has declared that we weren't friends anymore so I did the honors and unfriended her. Dumdumdum. It's sad when you see a friend get consumed by their boyfriend and they loose touch. Yet, if you rudely say, "We aren't friends" then why am I still on your facebook? Why do you say HappyBday on my wall AND boyfriends wall when we aren't friends?

To me friends are people I know who I can wave hi to and be all "How've you been?" Sure we don't hang out but I still consider a fair number of people from high school, whom I've lost touch with, friends. If we weren't friends then why the hell did I waste my time listening to your useless (and stupid) bitching about your boyfriend, or offer you condolences when your dad died. Or go out searching for you when you posted a suicide note on Facebook.

You see, I sent her a message on FB since she has constant status updates ranting about her husband, insulting him and just having her own pity party. I pretty much said that she needed to grow up because she was making herself look bad and the marriage should be taken seriously and that's when she sent back stating our friends was non-existent.

I think she's just lonely, sure she has friends, but people I've spoken with have said that once she and the guy started dating, she just completely shunned everyone. They all said, they were all friends with her and then BAM, not friends anymore. Same goes for the guy, a friend of his (coworker) said that now he just ignores her.

The whole things silly and after much bickering back and forth, I was just done. She's still juvenile and ignorant in her relationship, like she's always been. And it's probably why it's failing now. If the problems were ongoing then why get married? Why embarrass yourself on Facebook and have everyone know your relationships in the shitter.

That goes for everyone on Facebook who posts their drama and start even more drama by doing so. I know the thing says "Whats on your mind?" But why would anyone want to start shit. Why can't people be adults and save their rants for private journals, or blogs (such as this one) where you know it's a slim chance that anyone you know will come across this.

I hope to never be one of those attention seeking bitches, who strive for drama and chaos. NO, thank you.